4th January 2026
My dear precious angel,
I wanted to write you in new year but couldn’t get time to write as I was so occupied dealing with our customers the entire 31st December. As soon as 31st December passed, I heard the sound of clapping all around me making me realized new year has made its entry. Everyone was happy and cheering in that place except me. I was feeling extremely sad by reminiscing my previous new year. How couldn’t I feel sad in this new year when I didn’t have the person with whom I made the entry of my previous new year of 2025? I am not that strong to suppress my true emotions. I can still feel how pleasant my previous new year was that I can never express it in words to anyone other than that person who was the reason behind making my previous new year as pleasant as heaven. My dear precious angel, like new year, various occasions like Janmashtami, Diwali & Christmas have disappeared without that person whom I wanted to be with me in every moment of my life and in every season. I want to reach out to her, reveal various things that she is not aware of and to show her my wounds and scars. But I am helpless because no matter how badly how I want to reach her out, my circumstance is not allowing me to do that. I can’t make any bold move to reach her out because I have my mummy(my nani) to take care of. I am the most beautiful soul in this world who had got the most beautiful soul of this universe who used to understand me like nobody had never understood me. Does she still understand me, my precious angel? I don’t know but if I were in her place, I would have never let her go through such pain. Never!!! I would have listened her.
Your gem, Vivek Prasad
