7th January 2026
My dearest precious angel,
Seasons are not just a season of spring, summer and winter when you have someone with you whose presence makes you feel like you are the most special and luckiest being on this earth. I too have spent few months of summer and winter with someone whose presence I would consider not less than the miracle of this universe. When I was spending my summer and winter with that person, those seasons were not just a mere season for me. Neither I was feeling hot nor I was feeling cold in those seasons. I was simply feeling myself surrounded by the season of love & care where I was loving and caring someone with the depth of my heart and I too was being loved and cared equally. I can still smell and feel those seasons. How pleasant it was like I was spending my time in some heaven with a person not less than an angel. At present, I have no longer that presence with me. I have spent almost a year without that divine presence. In this entire one year there is not a single day I haven’t missed the presence of that person. I repeat there has not been a single day when I haven’t thought about that person, my precious angel. You know very well whom I am addressing but I can’t name. There have also been some days when I couldn’t suppress my emotions and consequently have cried like a small kid remembering that divine person. I don’t know what The Creator of this universe wants from me & why He has put me in this unexpected situation which is giving me the proper dose of pain every single day. I think I have been cursed to live in hell falling miserably from heaven. Last year the entire summer I have spent without the love, care and empathy of that divine person. This year winter will also disappear the same way. I want you in my every season my dear. I remember you every single day. It’s been a year. Have you ever tried once to feel what I am going through?
Your gem, Vivek Prasad
